This was me in May of 2009 when my Grandma was in the hospital in ICU from head trauma after her fall down the basement steps. I prayed every night for God to send me a sign on what to do. When visiting her in the hospital I felt in my heart that we were just standing around her body and she wasn't anywhere in there. My prayers were answered on May 10, 2009 on Mother's Day. Becky and I went to church that morning to give our church family a report from Grandma and then head down to the hospital. It was during the church service that God spoke to me on three different occasions, there was a time during one of the songs that I felt something different but I didn't think anything of it. Then during the sermon which was titled "Choose Wisely", but it was the last song "Trust and Obey" that I payed attention too and it got me thinking about what everything meant.
After church we headed down to the hospital and that is when I saw my dad in the hallway and he told us that it isn't good, something in Grandma's condition changed in the night and her doctor scheduled a CT Scan on her brain, and will get with us when he gets the results. After dad told me this I found a corner away from everyone and sat down and prayed, then something made me pull out the church bulletin and looked at it again and it was that moment that is when I realized the three times that I felt something during the service, it was just God answering my prayers and giving me the answers that I needed and the title of the sermon and the last song was the ones that I knew what I had to do even though it was going to be hard to do. After we met with doctors we had to make a big decision which was to say goodbye to Grandma and take her off all the machines and we decided that was the best thing because even if Grandma was to wake up, who is to say she would ever be the same person that we all knew and loved, so we all decided it was for the best to remove the machines and let her go to heaven and be back with Grandpa and my Uncle Lowell, which was another thing that was something because Saturday May 9 would have been his birthday and the change in the night could have been Lowell coming down from heaven and saying, "Come on Mom, spend my birthday and Mother's Day with me."
After we got to go back in her room to see her after they removed everything from her is when I looked at her and realized that we were just looking at her body and she wasn't in there and she was just waiting for the right moment to let us know that things will be alright.
So remember that when you think that God doesn't answer your prayer, just remember that he doesn't answer in ways that you think he would but he sends his signs in many different ways and through people that he brings in your life.
It was the day of the funeral and when I heard the following song titled "If You Could See Me Now" is when I realized that Grandma is up in heaven and having a good time being reunited back with Grandpa and Lowell and the rest of our family that were there and one day we will all be back together up in heaven for a reunion.